happy easter!

So today my son opened his easter basket and he could have honestly not have cared less about it lol
he just wasnt interested, except in the candy and he wasnt even that interested in that
he did take a bite of candy wrappin and all 2 times lol
but yeah easter not so fun w/ a 1 year old lol
plus he is kinda cranky cuz he is sick
sick again... these darn teeth!
so yeah i called his father and asked him if he wanted to come over for a bit to see chris open his basket he said yes and then i told his father that i didnt want him over here all day... after all we are broken up! and its not fair for him to be here and act like my boyfriend and stuff but dont really want to be my boyfriend
but anyway its just hard to describe he wants his cake and to eat it too lol
(never did understand that saying... if i have cake i would want to eat it too!)
anyway i said he could stay and hour or so and if he wanted to see chris longer he could take him somewhere go for a walk or what not
but no that wasnt good enough for him
i just dont get him
why cant he just let me move on
he says he wants me to but then i take the proper steps like not relyin on him for everything and not talkin or texting him or whatever and hes like why arent you talkin to me
god its just hard
but whatever im gonna do it
he hasnt changed and i dont want to be w/ him if he isnt going to change
i mean i tried to change for him but get no respect the same way
just the fact that HE works like i have never worked lol
wait according to him because i havent done hard labor i really havent
it just gets on my nerves but anyway
enough about that back to my baby
so he was being bratty and i was all countin you know the count to 5 lol
it didnt work i said 1 and he said 2 lol
and then i just couldnt go on
lol
well tomorrow i get back on track for exercising and eating healthy
i went all week w/ no pop then i drank friday and saturday i ruined it
so back on track monday
i will do good