oreos

so this morning i woke up drank a glass a water just like i was planning on and had my cereal and milk i even use small bowls so i dont eat as much cereal
then for lunch i had a grilled cheese and tomato soup i know its not the best for me but i did only have ONE grilled cheese and i did want another lol but i didnt and again i drank water before and during
see im tryin
then the bad when i woke up i realized there was oreo cookies
badbad bad
i ate six yes SIX
and drank milk
ok i lie started w one and tried to eat it slowly then i was like well serving size is two then i wanted milk and it just went downhill
so im bloggin it maybe if i write it down and im mad enough it wont happen again
but i will be pmsin very soon
i start my period in a little over a week
so its gonna be very hard to stick to anything
so if im gonna stick to anything it has to be my no pop
so today is just one day of my life i can make it thru and not be stupid
but still my original goal dead on
i havent had any pop
and there is some in my fridge but i havent drank it
so oh well ill be workin out tonight
allthough i wish i was like my baby
i give him an oreo and he takes a bite and feeds the dogs... bad i know but he has given them cookies before
so i give him another oreo he chews it up and spits it out
again bad but he didnt eat it
so now bag to reality
im still hungry but im just gonna go drink some water and wait it out
also tonight im gonna go work out and do spin so that will be good at least